Locked up home

Life was good once. It was filled with lot of fun. For the past 8 to 10 years, i had a responsibility. that is come home from school or college and again start to home. Yeah its home,another home i would say. And i called it as responsibility, because everyone one of us will report to our family members directly or indirectly daily. You will make your presence felt in your home, even in your busiest time by at least talking a word or two. And people at home will also know, that you are in good shape. Well its a kind of everyday activity. And i had to do that in 2 places. Of course one is my house and other is my pal's house. Over a period of years, it almost became my house. Where i will walk in and walk out anytime. Eat, sleep, play, chat and i didnt see any difference between both homes. And of course people in there also took me as part of their family. So i just passed very important part of life in these places. Every evening i just leave to my second home and spend time with friends over there. Days were actually fun. And everything was smooth. And I didnt really think of something was waiting. A turn in path of everyone's life. The road which we travelled so far was one. And now when it diverged, it lead me to path where there was no second home.


All i can see is a locked up door. When my second family moved out of town, i was left in the streets. And you cant really blame anyone for this situation. It is just a outburst of emotions from my side. All i can see now is a house with no life in it. And what seems to be a fun yesterday is now an emotion. I can just rewind all that happened in that house and feel happy about it. But it can never quench my thirst for second home. Certainly at any point of time in life, i would like to see that house open again and filled with the same lovely people. And may be its just too early to ask for that. But the doubt "will the lock be ever opened?" really deprives me off my second home. Let me wait for the years to come for answering the question.

Free now?

well its almost one and half months since i wrote anything in this blog space. Of course its not a daily or weekly magazine, for which people cant wait to grab their own issue. I just put in some crap thing, make people read it and also torture them to comment on it. But for the past few weeks i didnt do that. you know?? i was busy. 24/7 i was at home and online. but still i didnt have time for a single post. well a lot of happenings at that time, which would have given me lot of topics to write for. but still i didnt choose to write. well now i have got a job and most important thing is, i find a lot of time to write posts again. so this is just to start off again. so let me see, of course you people also see if can continue with this start.