A beginning at the end...........

The eyes opened up after almost a week. Yeah!! all it can see was bright lights. the scene was so bright that the eyes struggled to keep up with them. but the eyes kept on fighting. it badly needed to see things. and finally it was able to see some swift movements around that place, which were recognized as other human beings.. there were conversations happening in that place. which came to the ears as whispers... then he was able to hear the words which were saying something like " well its in his own will to come out of this". by this time his eyes were little clear and gave him some shaky pictures. and with those pictures and sounds he deciphered that he is in a hospital and in a condition in which medicines wont work anymore and only his own will power can get him back... at that time a voice in his head started to talk....


"well... is it tough for me to get out this? no way. when i was a kid people used to say i was fearless and bold. that's because people have seen me come out of a bore well hole alive and without any tears in my eyes at the age of 5. well that was just an accident. may be something like that happened because it was not in control at that time. now the doctors say its in my hands. so why cant i? just rewind what happened in my life. there were loss of dear one's at my very young age, which i overcame by making new friends and relationships. then i had an education which was smooth. then came the work life. a part of my life which started very well. so with the start of that came a family for me. well when everything was fine in the sail the disaster struck. a hole in the boat. the company crashed and i was left alone in the streets with my family. well i was in need of doing something to save the family. decided to start up my own business with some loans and made a descent living. then what's the point in having a business if u don't get any loss in it.again struggled. by that time i was well prepared for these things. even though it was not a cake walk i was able to make through it."


the voice continued " life was not that easy for me. the ship went through many storms in this journey. but as a sailor i have always enjoyed the trip. no complaints. i have learned from life. its all part and parcel of the game. you will enjoy it if u play it fully. that's what i did. well i can still feel the pain in my heart. not the one caused by any incidents of my life but by some health problem. and here i am lying in this bed with people around me. people who want me back. i can see a pic of my grandson holding my hands and praying for me to get up. well i earned this love of people also. i have lived my life a full circle. it started off with pain and ending with pain. but in between it was a great journey. a journey which i can ever cherish. i have seen it all and i am very content with this life. do i have to come back for a better end than this? well i don't think so....................."

pursuit is all you need....

Its the story of a small boy who had dreams(there is no big or small dreams, so never mind it) and went on to live it. as he grew up he had various goals set for himself which were directed towards his dream or say what he wants to be. and he is not only good in setting the goals but also in hitting it. of course the goals were score high marks in school whatever the exam is. in short you can call him the king of school. when results are out, people look up to him for knowing their standards. as usual he scored high marks and went on to pursue his favorite course in a top university.



just as he was moving towards his dreams, one more added to his dream account. this new dream was so heavy that he was not able to take it forward. and this dream is nothing but love. you know that butterflies in stomach feeling.?? ya exactly the same. he fell in love with a girl in his college. but he never had the courage to go and tell her about his feelings. so as usual he took steps to be a friend of her. and he succeed in that too. now did he gained any courage to say "i love you". ?? no. as usual there was a internal conflict of losing her friendship.



everything around him moved except him. the sense of incompletion took over him. he found himself lost in thoughts all the time. the thoughts which never brought any conclusions. he decided to open all those things to his close friend(not that girl). and that decision did made a difference in his life. when he opened up things to his friend he came to know that there is a fundamental difference between his dream of getting to that girl and the dream of about his career.


yeah that difference is called pursuit. when he went on to pursue his dreams, everything moved well and he was feeling good. since that pursuit part is missing he had this weighed down feeling.


so the boy came to know about his problem. what happened after that is none of our business. so i better stop here.
cheers :-)

Being god is a tough job... Part 2

I was just wondering about what kind of job it is. Right from passing an examination to get a rocket launched into the sky we call up on god for help. And the worse case is yet to come. If things don’t happen the way people wanted then god comes under scrutiny. They just start from scolding and goes on to the point where they question the existence of god for failing to help them. May be that’s why the god never shows up in front of anyone. May be he don’t want to risk his life!! Well just think of a job like that, people come to you for help, doubts, strength, money and everything. All these things have to be given to them without expecting any returns. And if they don’t get, you get screwed up. Who on this world will choose that kind of job? May be that’s why god doesn’t exist in this world!!!!

Being god is a tough job... Part 1

Well suddenly I was made to talk about god. I am a strong believer of god. Even though i don’t worry about religions or idols and other things, I just believe that there is someone called god and he manages things. Whenever I complain about working hard or when people complain about work pressure, I will think of the person whose job is tougher than mine or others. Well I was wondering who could be that person. President of the country or prime minister or who could it be? I desperately wanted to know who that person is. So I just called out loud “Oh God come on just give me a clue on who the person is”. Then the lighting stuck me. Yeah it’s the god whose job is tougher than anyone.

well to start with....

well to start off with this blog, i thought of explaining to you people
why i kept this name for the blog. but right now i dont think that is needed. because there is a post coming up on that name. that will explain better. but i just wanna make sure one thing. this blog is not religious or something to do with spiritual things. its a general blog in which god will also be dragged in and discussed about. so to start off with i just wanna thank few of my friends who really inspired me into writing.. so here i am kicking off the blog....